In the night hour…
Though time has entered it’s quiet early morning hours my spirit is awake. I keep hearing over and over again “the hour is late”. This alarm, this quickening, is a direct outflowing of the mercy of God as He wills that none should perish. In the night hour I cannot help but seek Him. I cannot help but to be overwhelmed with His beauty and glory and the wonderful mess that He makes of my life as the world looks on in utter confusion as I launch into a reckless abandon of everything that they hold dear to pursue the One that I love; the One who calls me His beloved.
Tonight I led worship to kick off 24 hours of prayer on the campus of Texas Christian University and though we were a seemingly small group in a random house on campus I was reminded of the ’seemingly small’ groups with which our Lord has changed the face of the earth. It’s never taken more than earnest desire on the part of mankind mixed with the power of God to accomplish all that the He wills in the earth and lives of people who will be a part of His move in their generation. I strongly believe that my generation is meant to be the one that will sound the alarm in the earth for the return of the King of kings. We are meant to sound the wake up call, blow the trumpet in Zion! How do we even begin to conceive of what the practical faculties are for something that could seem so ambiguous? We spend our time in prayer, in fasting, in worship, in intercession, on our faces before the Lord and in His word. We stop basing our actions and decision on our emotions. Instead we call our emotions to line up with the word and will of Almighty God. We stop flooding our lives purposely with pop culture and pop Christianity and we get back to the One Thing, to the first commandment. The bottom line is, we stop. STOP! Stop what we’re doing and wait on the Lord. Being active doesn’t mean that what we’re doing is purposeful and important. When we evaluate our days at their closing or the end of the week as some are probably doing right now, did we truly accomplish all that the Lord had for our week? Sure, we accomplished things, but whose list of importance were they on? Whose “to do” list are we so concerned with keeping? Who truly governs our lives and our thoughts? Not just the gigantic decisions but all of the little ones too. Whether or not to take the extra time at the gas station to talk to the lady in line behind us to see if we can help with her hard time, or to call that relative we haven’t ever shared the Lord with boldly, or to spend our Saturday morning in prayer and in the word of God instead of going out on a beautiful day or cleaning up the house. Whose agenda are we keeping? What perspective do we live our lives with? Daily false urgency or to see the glory of God for eternity– eternity is now.
In the night hour my soul is crying out, God open the heavens over us and let us in. Let us know You more. Let Your thoughts be our thoughts and Your ways be our ways. You have clothed us in righteousness– don’t let us put You to shame; and as David proclaims several times in the Psalms, God will not let us be put to shame. 2000 years ago humanity thought that Jesus was a blasphemer and that John the Baptist was crazy. All to find out that Jesus would save us all and make us children of the Most High God and John the Baptist be called by Jesus Christ, “the greatest man ever born of a woman”. As those Saints before us have done, we are not called to live a life in which we have all that the world says we should have, living on our own in opulent comfort, but rather we are called to live a life as “bond servants of Love”. It is our pleasure to rise in the night as we are called to prayer and our privilege to wake in the morning and ask the Lord what He is up to and what He is up to in the world today– increase the gifts in us O Lord.
God I pray that we be made joyful bond servants of Love. I pray that in the night hour as I am stirred beyond sleep that you hear my prayers for all who will be reading this in the next several days, use us God; increase the gifts in us Lord. Make us the pure and spotless bride that You will have. Release us from the temptations of this earth and lock our eyes on You Lord. Come like You promised.
Ephesians 5:8For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Live as children of light 9(for the fruit of the light consists in all goodness, righteousness and truth) 10and find out what pleases the Lord. 11Have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but rather expose them. 12For it is shameful even to mention what the disobedient do in secret. 13But everything exposed by the light becomes visible, 14for it is light that makes everything visible. This is why it is said:
“Wake up, O sleeper,
rise from the dead,
and Christ will shine on you.”